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To me it often it feels like we are trapped inside the past, the future and sometimes in the present. Our mind just wanders off with thoughts about things that used to be, things we lost, things that could have been and things that will be. At least that’s how it feels for me sometimes. But today I acted in the moment without thinking. I was able to completely be myself, one with myself and acting out of my instincts. Not thinking what others might think, not feeling there glances. Just myself. I think I finally found you, the one I’ve always been, the person I chose to be and not the person someone else wants me to be. And for that experience I am grateful.
I’m finally here, at the top of the mountain. 11 years ago, I never envisioned that I could be here. All I saw was the mountain and nothing else. And now I can see the other side, the other side I heard so many stories about. I think this is the perfect place to lay past grievances to rest, to embrace myself and then walk forward with my memories, as I always do. Thank you, thank you to all of you, everyone who helped me reach the summit. You all will always be a part of myself, living inside my heart.
I’m no longer trapped between worlds, my choice is to live between worlds, the borderline is the place where I’m dancing. I can finally appreciate this gift for what it is, a door to countless worlds and to myself. I can finally accept and appreciate, that I am the way I am. And when sadness finds me again, I will not fight against myself anymore. I will finally accept those feelings and my past as a part of myself. As a part, that makes me whole. “But I, being poor, have only my dreams” was never true.
Because I am a dreamer,
Because I choose to be a dreamer,
I have my imagination.
Because I am a dreamer,
I have the gift of imagination.
Because I am a dreamer,
I can open the door and let my mind fly.
Because I am a dreamer,
I’ve finally grown back my wings.
I could climb this mountain,
I could finally break the chains of my past,
Only because I am a dreamer.
A new chapter has just begun and so I stand on top of the mountain, embracing myself and shouting with tears of joy
Me? I’m MAD, a fool with a bag full of dreams. A dreamer blessed with the gift of imagination. A dreamer dancing on the bridge of worlds. A dreamer who chose to live between worlds. A dreamer who chose to embrace his inner MADness to become whole.