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Anger, Angst, Borderline, Child, Crying, English, Feelings, Freiheit, Heart, Herz, Liebe, Lost, Love, Mature, Pain, Picture, Schmerz, Seele, Shadow, Strong, Tears, Wut
What shall I do?
I am sad,
Your absence hurts,
It feels like a hole,
In my body!
Locking at a picture of you,
Can’t stop crying,
Missing you with every breath,
I feel lonely,
But not lost!
I know this pain,
Last time this pain,
Brought me down,
On my knees,
Begging for my death!
This will never,
Never ever happen again,
When the shadow comes,
I gonna beat the shit,
Out of you!
I feared you once,
Was too weak to withstand you,
But now,
Fuck you,
You will never possess me again!
I was weak,
I was chanceless,
A child,
But now,
I am mature!
That’s why,
I can’t accept it,
I will not accept it,
I lost too much,
To just stand there,
Doing nothing,
While you’re suffering,
And walking away,
In an act of Desperation,
Still keeping smiling…
I know I love you,
I trust in this feeling,
Listening to my heart,
I made my decision,
I have to risk it!